♥12…

E N O U G H ! ! !

i have enough of problems that i need to handle!!

so leave me alone!!

i am sick and tired with ALL THIS SHIT!!..

WHAT THE HACK YOU TOLD ME, I DON’T FIND IT AS A PROBLEM!! NOT EVEN A MINOR ONE!

IS LIKE,NOTHING!! WHY YOU PEOPLE MAKING IT AS A BIG DEAL??!! I SERIOUSLY DON’T UNDERSTAND!!

DO MY WORDS HURT? DO MY WORDS WRONG??!! NO! NO! AND NO!

I THINK YOU ARE BEING TOO SENSITIVE!

IF YOU CAN’T TOLERATE WITH ME AND MY ATTITUDE, THEN JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY FUCKING LIFE!

I DON’T NEED YOU IN MY FUCKING LIFE, JUST SO YOU KNOW!

AND I AM SERIOUSLY TELLING YOU THIS, I AM OK IF YOU WANT OUR RELATION AS A FULL STOP, I DON’T CARE ANYMORE!

I guess, YOU should know, i am being annoyed and irritated with a lot of things nowadays

but the way you said it, as if i am the FAULT and to be BLAME!I HATE IT!

“ B, please dun complain ady. I know u r frustrated but still.

Maybe she just dont like the way u talk. Just bear with it .”

WTH!!AM I THE ONE WHO COMPLAIN OR SHE?? DID I COMPLAIN ANYTHING TO YOU??

IF SHE CAN’T TOLERATE THE WAY I SPEAK, THEN FUCK OFF!

AND WHY MUST I BEAR WITH HER DAMN ATTITUDE? WHY CAN’T SHE BEAR MINE? THEN WHO GONNA BEAR MINE?

SO WTF!!!! SAYING “I LOVE YOU” ALL THIS SHIT AT THE END, WILL NOT GONNA MAKE ME BETTER,ok? i am not an easy girl!

~and early in the morning, i told Eunice and JinYi how frustrated i am

and that Eunice, thought she will understand how i felt and how my attitude since she knows me better,

but NO! making me burst into FIRE!! WTH!!

but, just thanks to her, that she willing to accompany me to high school.

~plus, i CAN’T find back my Moral Project!! i am DAMN FUCKING SAD! =’(

that’s so special for me, i WANT it back so BADLY!! i hope Mrs.Bong can find it! *pray*

and i lost my favorite BUTTON MONSTER keychain!! arghh…WTH!!

i just feel almost everything happen always against me, recently

and I FUCKING HATE IT!!

*** actually, i am trying to be polite in blog, but SORRY, i just CAN’T do it today ***

♥11…

i get so annoyed by M, complain this complain that…

if you can’t take it, can you just tell me straight away ar??..why need to involves somebody else??

my mood is like so BAD d, i have no time to care bout it!!…so WTH!!!..arghhh..FUCK OFF!!

 

b, drove me and Belin to KLPAC after my class

after that, i stayed awhile in her house gossiped talked emo together..=]

arghh…DON’T know why, i think of WS..so many things with that WS

i missed the moment!!the high school life!!

 

you know what,

i see that Belinda’s ‘yong sui’ face..see until i want to DIE d

yesterday SEE, today SEE, don’t know tomorrow will SEE again or not??

…hmmm…hopefully………YESSSS!!!… =b

need her to accompany me back to high school..

i want to take back my “MORAL KERJA AMAL”..

is so special to me, hopefully, Mrs.Bong didn’t lost it.. *pray*

♥10…

i told THAT PERSON almost everything about my DAMN LIFE!!

and now i feel so awkward and don’t know how to respond when ever i see THAT PERSON..

like today, i saw THAT PERSON around, i acted that i didn’t saw..I DON’T KNOW WHY?

i am OK telling THAT PERSON about my stuff through MSN or SMS…

am i avoiding THAT PERSON ar??…

~HAPPY!! =)…i submitted my English outline today..HAHA

i feel that my outline, is DAMN PERFECT!!..muahahahhahaaa…XD

a very big THANKS to my babe, BELINDA HON!!..i ♥ her lotz..

♥09...

after IE class,
me eunice jinyi and aaron went to "Kafe Dua Musim"
while having my 'tea-ais'
suddenly i saw SOO and her gf walked passed
i ran and called out her name loudly..i was so damn HAPPY and EXCITED XD
we talked for awhile, she introduce her gf to me, Eugene
they going to Bali for honeymoon..
when i heard that, my heart squeeze and it was so painful,hurting me inside

after that, she said she want to go to STARBUCKS..
she went there..
my heart so painful when i saw she and her gf together
i told myself not to cry, i want to hold my tears
but it was just too hard and painful for me..
tears just dropped..i cried ='(
Aaron and Eunice kept on advice me
told me to let her go..my memory with her was just a passed
"A PASS TENSE - with 'ed' "
i wanted to go to STARBUCKS to just have a look
at first, they don't allow me..
but at the end, they followed me..i saw them, they look happy together
my heart broke again ='(

b, came and picked me up..
i told him that i saw her..
i cried in his car...b, take care of me alot..
iloveyou,b..

today, was the 3rd time =))

had dinner at "little penang" in KLCC
then went ampang point to buy my stuff..

b,sick today..
take care b...love love
♥♥♥

♥08...

YEAHHH!! i am damn happy..
i score 11.5/15 for my SS assignment =)
but the sad thing is had alot of assignment need to do..haiz

i just have a feeling that
JY like THAT PERSON
but i am not sure about it..
just my feeling..
and i am SAD =(

♥07...

my present from my b...♥♥♥

...................* jing-jing-jing-JINGGGGG*....................

SEE!! NICE!! JEALOUS??...hahaha..XD

today my b pick me up to college =)...then in the car my b give me this present..XD..HAPPY!!

nothing much to say bout today actually!!

went for movie, TOY STORY 3

♥06...

today went MV with nicholas, vicky, aaron, wanjia and melissa
suddenly, the memory of me and SOO refresh in my mind..
making me out of mood suddenly..
WHY?!!
WHY am i still thinking of her??

especially, passed by the places and shops we went before..

thought after sing K, i will stop it

but DIDN'T..

thought after eat sushi, will STOP

but also DIDN'T..

don't know why, i just can't control it!!

plus, my b said he don't TRUST me

damn sad =(...when i heard that =(

then what's the use being together,right??

so WTH!!

often have mood swing nowadays..

I DON'T KNOW WHY!!

~ AT SUSHI KING ~

MY bowl of soba...YUMMY!!

<< nicholas and joyee =)

joyee and melissa =) >>

<< the yong sui me..HAHAHA

another yong sui [ NICHOLAS ] >>

♥05...

080610 [ i did this..STUPIDLITY ]


THAT PERSON dissapointed me =(
THAT PERSON broke the promise
said wanna give me the handphone cover today..
but didn't...=(..HAIZ...nevermind

today b bring me to meet his elder sister..
my heart is like "pop-pop-pop" like that..
so scary!!..OH!!NO!!

today i didnt really think much of SOO d..
HAHA..=]

got my oral title already
need to plan and choose the topic..
i am thinking now..HEHe =))

and i miss my lydia darling so so so much
i wonder when will she be coming back to KL..=(

♥04...

i feel like hanging myself today
i just got 5.64/15 for my CP assignment..
i caught plagiarism...DAMN!!
i so So sO SO sad!!..feel like crying ='(..but i just hold my tears
jinyi blame herself for that..haiz..
my jinyi babe, is not your fault..

~and ya, i pass my SS and FM..=))
HAPPY! but just for a moment only..
before i get to know my CP marks..
how can i PASS my CP??????...arghhhhh!!!...
i need to save RM1400 d..
prepare to resit it..(but i DONT WANT!!)

~OMG!! i can feel 2 pimples are growing on my face..
ihateyou,stupidpimple!!
you make me look ugly!!..ish!!

........speechless........

♥03...

today b let me drive his car..=)
it was quite FUN!!
i almost bang all the things on the way to BANGSAR VILLAGE..haha
luckly, we still alive...
MY DRIVING SKILLS SUCK!!..i know, that's what wen min told me..=(
need to practice more d..

so unlucky today,
i forgot to bring my purse...arghh!!
luckly my b borrow me money $$...HAHA..
iloveyou,b ♥♥♥

and i am sick!!..haiz..

♥02...

so moody today..
after the things happen yesterday night

i failed my CP paper
DAMN IT!!!
HOW can this happen to me??
WHY am i so stupid??!!
arghh...WTH!!

i feel like dying!
JOYEE dies today!

♥01...

is a new begining for me to write a blog again
after reading my previous blog
http://www.jy-92.blogspot.com
suddenly, i have the passion to wirte it again...XD

nothing much to say about today...
i think of 'that person' again after reading the blogs that i post last time
i told WS everything, it seems like WS is kind of understanding and support me =))...
while on skype with HIM, he don't even notice what happen whether i cried or not...HAIZZZ...
nevermind!!...

i think i will pen off here
will always remember YOU <3