246. Shouldn't

Take a deep breath and think what I had done lately and the past few months.
There were things that I shouldn't had done, simply because first, it hurts me, second, it guilty someone and third, victim involved indirectly. I am sorry for the innocent (tho I dislike you.)
What I did was stupidity! Thought it will brought me to the place I wanted? No, it worsen the thing I have. Listen from mouth of a third party about what he did and said, it killed me. I pretended it was okay and fine, the truth I was not. He got all the advantage, and I got what I thought I was looking for. I cherish the moment.That moment taught me a lesson, but as I told him on that moment and it is still "I will not regret this." Things come and go. He never appreciate me.

"I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him. It was losing me."


What am I to you? I am piss the way you treated me. Fucking piss off.
My final decision was clear, I deleted you as I do not want to maintain our so called "friendship".
I shouldn't agreed to you. But never mind, thing is over now.

"You can never make the same mistake twice, because the second time is a choice."

245. Begin Again

BANG! BANG! BANG!

I am here once again, left my blog for such a long time since my last post.

So let's see what "crap" I am gonna write tonight. loll

Wait before you read let me tell you something, 

I will gonna jump here and there as I can't remember exactly. Sorry readers.

 Happiest moment of the month, November. 

Because our first meet up after such a decade. loll

Where is Min? She dated her bf for sure and dump us. hahaa

29 Nov. Night outing with the babes again, and again no Min. Sad sad :(

Went dinner at Souled Out, Jalan Ampang and later chilled out at Marini's on 57.

Life so good like this.

:D

 A group pic is a must for all outing :P

 Formal. Elegant. Pretty. Beautiful. Ladylike.

 Non formal. Crazy peach-ies :P

 Food photos time. All the meals we ordered. Nomnom.

Photos from Polaroid camera :) 

Headed to out next place.

 The people.

 The surrounding.

 The drinks.

 The view from the top.

Are you ready to see out crazy pose? Hahaaaa.

Next Top Models? Loll

Just us in the lift, so yea, pose much as we want!

Okay, I am feeling lazy to continue.

Shall continue next time :)

244. Happy 20th Birthday.

Such a long time I did not blog.

Being so busy for finals and lazy too, cos having Instagram is like telling everything.

Catch me up on Insta; JoyeeKhoo

06.09

Had a wonderful dinner with the girls, was my pre birthday celebration.

To be exact my birthday is on 09.09 each year. lol

This year, I just invited a few friends of mine, the babes of cos! Thank you so much for attending :)

 Just wanted a girls hang-out, sorry guys. Hahaaa xD

Dine in at Alexis, The Garden.

Such a classics place for dinner.

fyi, I love classical, it just the best feel, environment.

Hmm..maybe you can called me Old School. Hahaaa. I don't really mind,tho. :P

Little Meemee and Sexy babe, ShaSha <3

 Pretty Van <3

The moment, I opened the birthday card.

Is hand-made card, thanks to Min for the deco yaaaa <3

Freaking surprise right behind the card. Lmao. HAHAHAAA

was ShaSha fish-eye effect big face pic. HAHHAHAHA

As you can see from here. 

A surprise guest. Minty Min came later. Heheee! Such a surprise. Thought she couldn't make it.

Acting skill really good,huh? Some more called up and said so much things. Loll

Lovely Min, thank you so much for celebrating with me. *muakssss :*

Showing our meals that night. Food pic time :P

Sha's Singapore fried Mee Siam.

Amy's Soft Crab Spaghetti. 

Joyee's Meetball Spaghetti. 

 Van's Spaghetti Carbonara. Shes a Carbonara Lover. Heeehee

 Min's Pizza.

 ShaSha's bruschetta with eggplant and tomato.

 Present. yeahh, legging! The super I dislike. Ishh.

See my expression. fugly ahhhh!

 look at her, so cutie.

"Yaaa, Oreo's fur."

Hahahahaa!

The Birthday Cake of my choice.

Tiramisu (the best), Black & White and Black Forest.

 Happy 20th Birthday to myself :)

Another surprise.

Here comes the real Birthday present.

Flats from Charles&Keith. Thanks babes <3

 Trying out the size. loll

 with Min :D

 Pretty Sha, we are in black and white that night :)

 with Van :)

 with Amy :)

 Min again. *huggies :*

 A group pic before heading off.

The pretty Ladies. :*

 Last pic with Min, since she was going back right after dinner.

Thank you so much again for attending with such surprise. :D

Next round, headed to The Library for some girls chilling time.

 MeeMee *winkwink ;) 

Loll.

 The pub singer was singing Birthday song to me, make everyone sang along.

That moment I feel so shy. omgg! Thank you so much,Van and Sha.

Thank you so much to the baos.

Lovechaaa, baos :*

And lastly, my outfit for the night :*

Gonna update another post about my 20th Birthday with those who celebrated for me. :D

Yeah, I purposely hide my date in Facebook, avoiding the flood of wishing wall posts. Loll

If they remember, they will wish. And yea, there are people who remembered my day. Felt touched :)

But, he just did not wish me T.T

 

 p/s: thank you to those who wishes and celebrated for my 20th birthday, really appreciate.