249. Flings?

So there is something that I am still figuring out. What do you think about open relationship or part time lover or now with the popular word 'flings'? Does this kindda relationship is called 'friend with benefits'?

I must admit I went through this once. And yes it was a really happy-go-lucky kindda relationship, all the way was like if you are free or bored you can always find him to spare your time. But, later i found out myself is not suitable with this kindda relationship, he left to California and I do miss him sometimes. I bet he dosen't..people around me said he is a player. He gave me nothing but with some memories with him. He is really sucha funny guy, he makes me laugh a lot. At time, I was so scared I might fall for him, but I know I shouldn't. Because he has said "Do not fall for me till I come back to Malaysia"..lol how funny was this right? and he always bullied me, 'noob' was what he called me all times cos :<

What more I can say is, girls will always be the wasted/giver ones in this relationship cos you gotto give in to makes it happening (though it is for a short period of time). To be honest, we did not do much in ours, cos I am kindda "not open minded" to give in so much and thank god he is not so aggressive for it.

Sometimes, I do miss you a lot Victor.

Hope you are doing well over there. Probably we will not meet again.

Thanks for the memories we shared :>

248. Random Updates

Hey there, I am back to blogspot again. Yea it has been a pretty long time since my last blog.This is all due to I am having Instagram, it apparently helps me to update things I am doing on the spot so I neglected my blogspot. 

There are many ups and downs I faced for the past freaking months, not to mention it is like from the beginning of the year. Yea, hell shitty isn't it? But life goes on, everything will be upright if you believe and want it to be :)

First of all, I wanna talk about the rubbish confession page my Uni is having. Yea, I mean it, rubbish! I don't get why the admin(some unknown student) created it. Read all kinds of wall posts they wrote, really perverted jerks and bitchies around, "Eh hello, is not  proud to tell it in public how your sex life are and how horny you are please! Do you know this eventually spoil the Uni reputation?!" Really brainless people who talked about the sex thing and spread it around! Other than this, I guessed are all okay? Cos I seldom refer to the page -.-. And I am not proud or feel famous my name was mentioned few times there, pervert post saying my pair of legs, saying someone likes me, saying I go clubs and of cos some hates me. I mean no one is perfect, everyone will has at least few haters. Hahaaa. Anyway, the thing is, "if" you really like me have the guts and be friend, whats the point telling it in the page, "what you expect me to figure it out?". Seriously, i don't get it. I prefer people who are straight forward rather than being so secretive.

Now, talking about people and places I went through lately. I admit, most of my checked-in were to clubs (many of my friends have issue with it, I know they are being a good friends but.. if you know how I am in club, i think they will be alright with it) these were cos of events and birthday celebrations. I ain't a hardcore clubber tho.
There were things happened after club, self reminder; never ever look for guys in club if you want a further relationship. I went through hell twice and I learnt my lesson. Being friends are fine, but do not put so much hopes on them, typical clubber will always be typical clubber. Guys will used the same techniques to have you in club, and girls like me (dumbass/naiive) will eventually drowned with their words. These all happened few months back, and yes I got hurt and cried but I am so good now!

Some pictures here, so my blog wouldn't looks so boring. Loll.

2nd March 2013, Zouk Club.
"Is not a good start, is not a good moment. I've learn my mistake. Thank you for passing-by."
 You taught me a lot, you never fail to make me believed in the things you said. And then, you left it just like that, yes, just like that!!

29th March 2013, Zouk 9th Anniversary.
A night which I wish he was here. A night when I thought I was special and the stupidest message I sent. Perhaps, he was there laughing and thought I was a dumb girl.

19th May 2013, Zouk Club.
A night that I will not forget. Van babe thanks for handling my worst and tolerate the most ugly side of me. Thank you very much <3 <3

31st May 2013, Zouk Club.
Here for Lek's 21st Birthday. And someone really disappointed me. Never a good guy,huh?

8th June 2013, Barfly.
Shisha and drinking session with the girls. Always keep in mind, "A fling will just be a fling, never drop tears for him tho it is hurt, because he do not cross the boyfriend zone." "You probably just missed the moment but not him."

Yeah, done with clubbing and drinking pictures.

8th-10th March 2013, worked at Johor Bahru.
Meet this sexy girl, Jasmine.

30th March 2013, My Elephant (Thai cuisine).
Was well prepared yet nervous day. First and the last time we dated.
 Was a great night with him, not.

13rd June 2013, Semester break
Hanged-out with Tanya and Shinyee at Sunway Pyramid - Upstairs Cafe - Mai Cafe (shisha).

Wanna see some changes on me? Lol.

When I got long hair? HAHAHHA

 Back to basic, my hair is short once again. Kindda regret a bit after cutting it so short :( But oh well, it will grows.

Anyway, the new semester just started this week. And I decided to take 3 subjects only, do not want to stress myself so much (not like last semester). Oh ya, the results are out today, and I am pretty satisfied with them. Hopefully I can maintain my grades and cgpa for my upcoming semesters :D :D

That's all for tonight. Bye!

Joyee

247.

During the 2nd week of February, almost all my besties were flying to oversea to further their studies.

The only one who left here with me is Vanny.

Yeah, MeeMee, ShaSha and WenMin had fly. 

Baos, Good Luck and All The Best in your future.

Hope to see you guys real soon. I am missing all of you. Love you.

I wonder will it be a hard time for me to know new people in Uni.

This question linger for quit some times, hopefully I can really find a group of friends that I can fit in.

11.02.12

BaoMee was leaving to New Zealand.

14.02.12

Had Valentine's Lunch with BaoSha before she fly to Aussie the next day.

16.02.12

BaoMin leaving to Aussie.