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[28th August (Saturday)]

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One day trip to Melacca with AWESOME friends =).

Woke up damn early on that,to prepared myself. Then wait for Denzie.

Everybody met up at Leisure Mall before we started our journey.

Well, we have 2 drivers for that day

This is Lionel.

Never ever sit his car, cause why, he don't let me talk. =(

Another driver, Nicholas.

Me and Amy make so much noise during the way to Melacca.

Sing sing sing

Talk talk talk.

Just LOVE IT!

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Toilet break at don't know which station. (HAHAAA..)

And yeah! Pictures time.

ALL the girls. (Amy, Joyee, Vanessa and Vicky)

everyone with sun-glasses.♥
Our first place we went was to the Chicken Rice Balls stall.

Really really DELICIOUS.

IS A MUST TO TRY!

but it was kindda feeling.

Just 5balls rice, that's enough for me.

Chicken Rice Balls! YMMMYYYYY!!

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Well, is SHOPPING TIME!

Walked around Jonker Gallery.

I bought something to pamper myself =).

Amy and me

I LOVE this picture the most.

Just 3 of us. The 3 babes.
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At about 12.30, Van brought us to ate Laksa, Cendol, Ayam Ponteh.

The cendol was tooo freaking AWESOMEE.

with the gula melaka. OMG!

The Cendol.
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Then we went to alot of places.

Here some photograph of us.

Well, always all the pictures no Denzie.

He always became our photographer.

We felt damn tired then went to Mcd.

I told them about the lecture thing. They make so many jokes. SO YUCKSS!!

And Nicholas got 2 saman. LOL!

One of the museum we went.

Basically, we went in just for the air-cond.

Pay RM3.

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What for our dinner??

Satay Celup!

Another yummy food!

Well, i guess we can't find this in KL.

Look so delicious,right??

We had meet balls the most. Everyone of us love meet balls.

After dinner time, we went back to Jonker Street.

During night, there alot of mini mini stalls.

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Nicholas, Denzie, Amy, Darren and me went back earlier.

That Nicholas drove very very fast on the high way.

SCARY shit!

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My mum found out that i lie to her.

I felt guilty. And I know I dissapointed her. =(

I AM SORRY,MUM!

promise, will tell the truth next time,no more lies.

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Went college this morning to do the enrollment and grouping.
Grouping really make me go crazy! My timetable suck!
Wednesday and Thursday, i have 4 hours break. What should I do between this hours?!
When discussing about the timetable just felt a little left out, cause all of them are taking Advance English but to me i need to re-take Intermediate English. =(
But anyhow, Lionel is taking English with me. =)
And ya, I need to proceed to 4th semester. This means, my friend and I can't get into degree course together, they will study 3months earlier than me ='(. I am so alone!
Just feel myself so STUPID! How can I failed 2papers??!!
Really need to work hard for sem2.
I haven't tell my dad about my result yet, I am for sure gonna get scolding. haizz

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Hmmm...there is also something bothering me.
Hmmm...is about one of the lecturer in my college.
Arghhh...just don't want to talk about it. So YUCKSS!
I just hope that I am thinking too much it is just too much!.
Hope nothing is gonna happen. Pray hard!

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But there is something make me feel happy.
Don't know why nowadays "the attracted one" message me =).
I really feel excited chatting with him( omg! I fat hou!..LOL ) but still the feeling is not as NICE as I chatting with my ex ( yes,my ex,I know is kindda weird calling him as my ex..but I have to. )
But he has a girlfriend, so I wont think too much.
I guess I will not couple until my study is stable.

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joyee feel very sad today.

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I got my result. I failed 2 subjects out of 4. FML!

I really screwed it when I saw my result.

And now, I don't know how to tell to my dad. Surely, will get scolding from him.

Surely will says, "Always go out till so late"..this and that...this and that!. I know, I will get lecture anyhow.

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The most sad thing is, I can't get into degree course with my besties =(.

Everybody pass their sem1, except me :(.

I really really feel so SAD! ='(

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Went 1U today with Eunice, Irene, Jinyi and Denzie.

Nothing much to do there. Just walked around find some food to eat.

Had "Little Taiwan" for our lunch. My bowl of noodle was too freaking spicy,I can't take it.

So Denzie exchanged with me. Thanks Denzieeeee...XD.

After awhile, we headed to Cotton On, didn't buy anyhting just had a looked only =(.

And yeah, we watched Love In Disguise. LEE HOM acted =]

But not really a nice show anyway. haha

About 4something we went back. Denzie drove all of us back.

Hmm...my mood not so good today. No idea why.
Something disturbing my mind. Money, Problems, and HIM(just a little bit)
Add another thing annoyed me, a random people in MSN kept on chatting with me, I had avoid and ignore HIM! But he still disturb me. FUCK OFF,please!! LEAVE ME ALONE! arghhhh!
Really annoyed me.

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Today,mum didn't cooked nice food.

And now, I am waiting for my McD. hehe

Fatty me! =P

♥49...

BURBERRY BRIT FRAGRANCE~!

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Damn HAPPY!!

I got this perfume for free.

My Aunt give it to me.

I love it!

is BURBERRY BRIT!

Thank you to my Aunty Molly.

i want it so badly, thought of buying it after getting my salary.
i get so addicted to that scent.

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Saturday, went to Kuala Selangor with my family =)

OMG!!!! SEAFOOOOOOD!!
I LOVE IT!!!

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>> My both sister and me

(really very very seldom we take picture together..HAHAAAA)

We took this on the way to that restaurant.

In the car for about 1hour like that,

i can feel that my butt numb already =(

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>> I love to eat this the most. CRABBBB :)

Didn't take so many picture of food. Was busy eating.
After we had our lunch. My dad decided to visit my Aunty at Desa Coalfields.

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>> this is my little nephew.
i predict that,he will be very very handsome in future. I seriously love him SMILE. So cute and charming. =P

>> My jiejie and me. =P

(look so different right??)
well, everybody said so, me and my both sister dosen't look the same.

but we are really from our both mum and dad. hahaa..XD
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>> on the way back from my Aunty's house.

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yesterday went to Look Out Point for dinner.

first, Denzie came and picked me up at about 6 then headed to Van's house.

WOW!! so jam!

after fecthing Van, straight away to Aaron's house.

on the way there, Denzie took a wrong way. haizz..

but anyway, we reached his house at 7.30pm.

then Aaron drove us to L.O.P.

everybody was there waiting for us.

>> the view from Look Out Point. =)..so BEAUTIFUL,right??!!

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the food there was not too bad.

but the portion of my food was quite big. i can't finish it. =(

i guess,everybody enjoy themselves there.

we eat eat eat!!

we talk talk talk!!

that's was FUN!!

and the enviroment was just nice.

it should be AWESOME for couple to go there, kindda romantic feel. =P
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and i just wanna say "WELL DONE" to myself.

cause i am sure,92% i am over him already.

well, of cause it will be a little awkward seeing and talking to him.

but yeah, i make it great!

i felt proud. HEEEEE

it takes time to get over someone,this i believe.

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>> the 8 of us. no DENZIE (camera man ) =(

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finish our dinner,

Amy came up with a surprise bday celebration for me

(even though it was not my bday)

i was so shocked when the waitress served the ice-cream towards me.

kindda embarrasing. but FUN!!..HAHAAA..

so yeah, we got the ice-cream for free. XD

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>> ALL the girls =]
>> Van and me

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SNAP! SNAP!

pictures time!

we took alot of pictures during dinner and after dinner.

(more pic on FB..haha)
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just LOVE the surronding and the enviroment there. ♥

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In time, I will heal! I BELIVE IT WILL!
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I guess, i am healing from this illness. Thinking of HIM illness. YEAHH!!
But, i do admit sometimes i miss him and mostly when i am alone doing nothing.
Sometimes even when i am working.
I am working is not only to earn money but also to fit in my free time, i want to make myself busy so that i can STOP thinking too much.
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I told some of my close working friends about it.
They do give me support and open my mind :)
Almost all of them are in their 20years,so i believe they are mature enough in this kindda thing.
I was happy telling all the stuff stuck in my heart.
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Yes,my heart is bleeding, I feel numb with pain and hurt.
The memorries are bittersweet but i do not allow myself to forget.

I know, i need to get over it and let go of HIM sooner or later.

and i guess, I AM ACTUALLY =)
Because I am tired of catching HIM back. He shows no respond and interest in me anymore.

I am seriously sick and tired of this.

Is just that my brain and my heart can't contol it.

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Has been very busy for the past few days

this is why i had no time to update my blog

YEAH! me and my AWESOME college mates went Genting Highland on last Thurday(12/08)

we stayed a night there at Theme Park Hotel.

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I had bought the bus tickets for all of us on Wednesday

without realizing it, the Aunty sold the tickets to me expensive by RM2 each =(

SORRY friends!it was my fault.

i was in a rush during that time,so i didnt check.

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( The TICKETS)

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We took the bus at 11am,reached there almost about 1 something

then we checked in to our hotel

the room was quite big and it was CHEAP!

RM25 each!
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In Sky-Way to Genting Highland...WOOOOOOHOOO =P

YAPE! the 8 of us. =)

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After checked in and did bla bla bla...

Is time to PLAY and ENJOY!!

we played almost at the games, i guess

we even went into HUNTED HOUSE!

DAMN SCARY!!

Van cried ='(

Us again. blek =P

in the toilet.
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We had KFC for our lunch. (RM13)

Then for dinner I had "BAK KUT TEH" (RM17)

Later had supper at a mamak stall,which Aaron and Nicholas guide us there.Well i guess, it was the cheapest food in Genting.

After that, we watched a show "The Last Airbander" at around 1.30am. This show SUCKKK!! But Nicholas,keep on said it was NICE!..that's why we decided to watched this show...argghh

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We went to bed after the show. 5girls in a bed. and 3guys in a bed.Can you imagine it??LOL! but it was quite FUN after all =)

MORNING! MORNING!

SEEE!! we jumped and played around in the morning.

Pizza Hut for our breakfast+lunch.

OMG! i almost broke man.

i spend about RM200++ that day =(

Left 4 of us, the rest of them played "flying coaster"

Oh ya!! this is one of the morning picture we took!

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About 3pm,we took the cable car again back to the bus station.

This is what i bought at Genting. I LOVE it so muchhhh!!

( more pictures in FACEBOOK. feel free to have a look )

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Well, actually during the night, i was not so happy.

i guess, some of them know the reason.

Thanks alot Amy, Van and Lionel :)

they advice me with good ideas and always told me to "let go"

Amy did something silly, but i LIKED it.

She surt the net using Van's phone to tell me the way

" How to get over a guy".

THANKS ALOT FREINDS!

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and ya, at the same time,

"the attracted one" texted me

we chat during the show,

the show was boring so it was OKK we chat =)

I CAN'T believe man!

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OOOPS!! Why i online now??

supposly,i should be working now..haha

i am too lazy..damn boring!!

just need to suffer of another 1 hour...then i am FREE!
but still i have to go KL Sentral to buy the bus tickets to Genting Highland for tomorrow!
OMG!! i am so EXCITED! i can't WAIT till tomorrow! =]

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and yeah,i had told myself to be tough and firm,

cause he will also going to GH..i cannot do anything stupid again!

I WON'T! and I DON'T!

"HE IS JUST A NORMAL FRIEND OF MINE!"

MUST always remember that JOYEE!

stay firm and strong!

i am sure i can do it.
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alright, i got to go now!

byeeee! =)

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working like a DEATH FISH now!!

='(

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joyee HAPPY! joyee SMILE! joyee LAUGH! joyee MOVE ON!

JOYEE NEVER CRY ANYMORE! ;)

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Is time to says GOODBYE and GAME OVER!

Since, he had said he gave up on our relation.

Yes, i admit it was painful at first but not till now!

Yeah! see i am good after all that shit happened to me lately. Maybe my feeling is not as great as last time but i will still move on. Because crying alone, being emotional were very painful. Seriously, I am tired of these, I had enough.

He is making me stronger than ever.

Challenges, Weaknesses, Sadness are all making me to become a better somebody. A strong young lady! =P

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Sorry babe, that i always called you during night, crying like mad. Keep on asking WHY? WHAT I HAD DONE WRONG? WILL HE THIS..WILL HE THAT? I will never ever do this anymore! Since, he is my first love, I know is painful and hard to forget about him. But I will try and try and try! I need your support! (:

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I will never look at the ring (the first time we bought something in common) and cry and scold myself anymore. And i will never wear it as i had told myself nothing going to change if I wear it. Maybe, I will just keep it in my locker.

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Well, I'll take it as a lesson in my life.

He was just someone walked-in in my life,and had just passed-by.

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I will stay strong and carry on with my single lifestyle, as i used to. I am not desparate looking someone to love me. Because that someone really love me is MYSELF. I wont hurt myself again, cutting my wrist or something stupid! I promise! :)

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LIFE STILL COLOURFUL! KEEP IT UP =)

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~I can't believe, one of my random friend in FB facing the same problem as me. But her's is more hurtful and painful than mine. Yet, she can still carry on in her life, so I need to prove that I can too!

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THIS TO ALL THE GUYS : never ever flirt or cheat your GF. Think back,what if your GF flirting around with others. Can you feel the pain??

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THIS TO ALL THE BITCHIES : never flirt or grap your friend's BF or you know that the boy has a GF. Imagine, your BF get flirt by other girls. After all, you are just being CHEAP and BITCHY!

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i am feeling much more better now!

YEAH!

i wont cry or think about the stupidity i had done.

it worthless!

Now, i do believe LOVE HURTS!

My life are getting worst, only fools fall in love, I don't believe in love anymore. Because if you don't believe in love there is nothing to cry about, and i don't have anymore tears to cry. So i gave up on love because love gave up on me. I need a new start new life.

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YEAH, at last shanne babe has uploaded the pictures =)
alright, let's see the OBS gathering photos (29th July 2010)

i seriously LOVE this photo♥ (the so called "couples" and lydia)
having dinner at Tony Roma's

this picture : me, lydia darling and shanne babe ;)

YAPE! the girls...Joyee,Lydia,Chantellie and Shivarnee :)

ALL the guys...[ top: Adam, Nicholas...bottom: Jayden, Chan, Afeeq ]

OMG!! they look "gays" right?? they actually kissed CHAN!!..haha XD

KISSES for LYDIA DARLING! *muakkk*

later on, they went to Mcd..i missed the FUN! cause i need to followed Nicholas back =(

see Teddy, so COOL right?? =P

actually, there are alot more, but i am lazy to upload!

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31/07 me and van went to MTV World Stage ;)
waited for Nicholas to passed the tickets for more than 3 hours (angry!)

but anyhow, thanks alot for the tickets, if not we can't go

reached there at abot 7pm, the line was so damn long!!

the TICKET =)

MTV WORLD STAGE 2010

Van and Me under the rain...so WET!!

Wonder Girls and Katy Perry!!