68.

My blog is dying, I know. Actually, there is nothing interesting to write about in this blog. I am writing this because I want my blog to be alive back. =)

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My mum and my elder sis told me that I looked old. Like really really OLD. :'(
I felt so sad to know it. Do I really look old? I look at myself in front of the mirror, asking myself that question so many times!! Hmm..I think I need to do facial and scrub to improve my skin!

Am I old??

I love hanging out with ShaSha, she make me laughed like mad. Went Bangsar to looked for clothes. But nothing I bought. I missed yesterday laughter, cause me, ShaSha, Amy and Jinyi talked alot of stuff in Starbucks.

Errr...I have nothing to talk about already. Need to study for Account, quiz tomorrow. Bye

Stay tuned!

67.

The modeling thing happened today.
The costumes were just too much.
Luckily, mine is not so so so teruk! I can tahan it! LOL

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Quiz is coming, and I am gonna study for this week. I MUST!

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And ya, without realizing, has been 2 months.
And I am still half dreaming! Urghh...
But I manage to hold back my emotional and thinking. =)
I will wake up very soon!

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Nothing much to say.

66.

Drove my younger sister to Sri Hartamas to meet up her friends for party yesterday.

So ya, left me alone. Dinner alone too.

At first, plan to have dinner with college friends,but end up i canceled it.

Drove around and around to find her friend's house.

After dropping her, I went to The Curve.

OMG! I seriously hate jam, I wonder how many people can stand the jam.

I need to pressed the break for so many times. OMG!

Some pictures I took during the jam..XD
Well, I feel proud for my parking, I just took a few minute to parked my car
and i parked reverse parking k..haha
XD

Walked around the shopping center, but also can't find anything that interest me
thought of calling Denzie to had dinner together but I scared he feel I very ma fan
so I didn't called him.
Ended up, I ate Vivo.

After dinner, drove around KL. This time no jam. Phew!
Then don't know how come I drove to Ampang there.

Bad thing was, I can't recognize the way, I thought wanna call for help from my friends that stay near by there.

But I can't think of who. Only Nicholas,but NO way,i call him

he surely wont pick up and besides he lost his phone.

So I stopped at a petrol station and asked for the direction.
And then something happened, my hand get injured, but luckily just a minor one. =)

Thank god! I am safe. My driving skills is getting better, I guess...XP

65.

My mum bought me new slipper 2days ago

is VINCCI

not so expensive, just RM37.

the design is so simple, but i love it so much.
sometimes, simple thing interest me =)


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(nothing much to say today)
feeling moody :(
quiz is almost around the corner already
i know i have to study, yet i am not studying now
i am so scare for my CTS.
seriously, CTS is so complicated to me. OMG!

64.

Had been awhile I didn't update my blog. I was and I am really in a bad mood. Honestly, I have no idea why and what that's make me in a mood like that. Maybe of mood swing. That's so not a good critical thinker! haiz..I admit I am not =).

My life changed so dramatically,I had been very emotional for these couple of days. But I am trying to stop it, so I make myself busy by doing tons of housework and meeting up with my friends. Well, these really worked,not all the times but sometimes.

Seriously, I am not as strong as I thought I am =(. I always think that everything will be alright back and nothing will ever spoil my day again because of that thing. But NO! I can't handle it sometimes, especially when the memories plug back in my mind, I played the songs over and over again that reminds me and that person, seeing things that we bought. Urghh. I get angry at myself because I can't be strong enough!

So, I thought of getting drunk will helps ( I know this is kindda silly mind I have), well it worked when you are drinking but the effect came the day after, my headache like hell!. And today went to college I felt like dying.

On Saturday,I went to Black Hole and drank 5 jags of beer with kelly and ferfer. This place is not for clubbing, just a place that just nice to drink not dance! We talked a lot, laughed a lot, drank a lot together when we were a little drunk. We shared almost everything that had been kept inside our heart for very long. I just out of control after I get drunk, I cried but I was still laughing while I was telling out my stuffs to them. I kept on repeating the same things to my friends, asking why? The moment was my unforgettable time, I appreciate them. I was getting better after I blah all my things and listen to theirs advice. I felt GREAT that night!

I am over-ing him,DUH! You see, I am not really thinking of him too much now. Not giving myself false hopes anymore. Not blaming myself or him already,because I know all these happened by the phrase called "predestined", therefore, I don't feel regret on loving him before, because he treated me well somehow :) and also LOVE no blame. But now I seriously do not understand why is he avoiding me. Maybe, he thinks this should be the way after all for some period of time. idk. and i don't really care much.

But anyhow,once again I just want to remind myself and my friends ( that worry and care for me )I am letting go.And yeah, I won't show my sorrow in FB anymore. (;
To me letting go isn't saying "I HATE YOU", but telling myself "I LOVE ME MORE TODAY" =)

63.

Went to Mid Valley with my mum and my 2 sisters(JL-elder sis, Way-younger sis) today.

too bored staying at home.

I drove all of them there.

YEAH!! Awesome,right?? hehe..XD

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Lunch time, was thinking where to eat..

end up, JL suggested to "Spaghetti grill"

was my first time wating there =)

My elder sister,JL =P

and of cause,this is not my younger sister,

this is my mum, she looks so annoyed here,right??

but actually she was, because i kept on complaining almost about everything i saw.

LOL!

After awhile, we walked around MV

had nothing to buy there, just window shopping...haiz

I felt like having something cold.

so yape, i had ice-cream!
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"gree-tea japanese ice-cream" taste great!

YUMMY

Time to go back.

In the car, taking some vain pictures.HEHEEEE..

>> Way and me!!

jie busy calling somwone. =P

Suddenly, get a called from Aunty Molly

actually from Mid Valley we wanted to go Pavillon

but after my aunt called, all of us headed to KLCC.

Aunty gave us mooncakes!
here the picture>>>

the box is so classic.

i love it! and the mooncake taste goooooood!

62.No More You

ohhh, ohh, ohh, ohh

Just one look in the mirror
And I know I don't look the same being alone
I don't walk the same without you on my arm, I lost my charm
I don't know how I made it before
Cuz you are my future for sure
And now that it's over I dont know how I'm gonna get by..

With no more you
With no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you..
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
Can't believe there's no more you..

I look at my passenger side
And there's nobody to ride with me for life
It feels like the end, I lost my friend
I can't sleep at night,
Because your side ain't occupied
The hurt in my eyes, won't go away
I'm in so much pain..

With no more you
With no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you..
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you..

Don't know if I can make it or not..
Everybody sees that I'm going through a lot
It's hard being alone,
When you used to be on top
Call for you, there's no more you
I stop for a minute then I pinch myself
I can't believe I'm here by myself
I can't do anything without your help.
Call for you, there's no more you..Ohhh

Chorus: (x2)
With no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you..

No more you
What am I gonna do,
there's no more you
To see me through,
No more you..
What am I gonna do,
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you (x3)

61. SnapIt Screen Capture.

Hye friends, this is something new.

" SnapIt Screen Capture "

Feel free to download ya!

Try it!

And if you had already install it, do inform me ya.

TQ...XO

Just click here,please >>
Screen Capture Software

60.

WEEEEE!!! at last, I am finally 18 =]

Well, the great part of being 18 is "we are allow to do lots of thing with legally"

Of cause not ALL things but almost everything ;)
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Honestly, I am very lazy to update my blog about my birthday.

But, somehow, I just wanna write it out as my SWEEET memory

HEEEHEEE =P

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took this picture after our class.

Shasha didn't go for the celebration ='(

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Went to OneUtama to celebrate after our class which ended at around 3.30pm.

At first, wanted to watch movie, but the bloody queue was so damn long.

So we headed to Neway to sing k. =P

I love singing, though I know my voice suck!

In the k room, almost all the girls went crazy, wild!

We sing, We scream, We dance, We jump together. FUN!

I just wish we went to clubbing that day.

( YEAH! was abit to over...haha..but whatever )

>> the foto of all of us
the picture was edited by Eunice! thanks ya babe...<3>

the girls in the toilet!
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After singing, is time for our dinner.
Urghhh...what ever restaurant I wanted to go was all full.
This is the consequences when we didn't do reservation =(
Where else can we go? We went to "The Garden"
I prefer The Garden at The Curve.
Nicer surrounding, Nicer feel, Nicer enviroment.
Went there once before with my ex. =)

WE again!
[ Vicky, Van, Amy, Joyee, Eunice ]

During dinner,
we talked alot of stuff!
I've learnt "something new"!
LOL!!
We were just too loud, the people around us just can't stand us.
We talked loudly, We laugh loudly.

Just after dinner, Van suggested to go for shisha =P
So yeah, we headed to Al-safa.
Well, they said it is the best place to shisha in town.
And I guess, it is!
I shisha for my 4th time. Still not too good in shisha-ing =(
Will try it more ( bad girl,right??)
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Hmmm...but there was also some moment that dosen't went well.
eg : Eunice falled down before we went to OU. sad sad for her =(
She needs to call her dad for permission to stay late, she cried, i guess her dad shouted at her, her dad is a bit scrite. But end up, she manage to go yamcha with us.
Nicholas went back earlier, didn't shisha or yamcha with us. =(
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Many may wonder where is my cake. Well there was no cake cutting for me. Reason, because all of us are too FULL! hahaaa..
But over all, I give 4 stars for the day. =)
I love it!
AWESOMEE PEOPLE!
LOVE you guys...<3

59.

My 9th September! <3

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LOVE it !!

So many of my friends wishes me! YEAH!..

I love to received the wishing post. HAHAaa...weird?? ( hmm..maybe )

I got so freaking SHOCKED yet EXCITED, HAPPY when I receive his text and post =)...i just miss him!

But just a few words we said. But till...heheeee..XD

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Somehow, I am still waiting for that someone to wish me. =]

I wonder,that someone still remember it or not. I HOPE Y.E.S! <3

I am still waiting and waiting and waiting. The minute will comes.

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I am looking forward for the day!

Celebrating with my coolest awesome F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

58.

I LOVE TOMORROW!

I CAN'T WAIT!

I AM SO EXCITED!

I LOVE 9th SEPTEMBER!

**wish nothing sad or embarrasing will happen. nothing about the little lover! urghh!
i fcuking HATE when people talking about it!..arghh!

57.

I thought they will get back together soon.

Cause she seems to be very happy and looking forward on their outing on the 6th September.

She told me alot about her plan for that day. I am so happy for her.

She was excited, like really really EXCITED!

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But things didn't happen the way we thought.

He broke-up with her. With these reasons :

1. No FEELING!

2. Don't want to waste her time,waiting for him!

3. Different in many ways!

4. Just can't move on!

When I heard about it, I was like WTF!

>>>NO FEEL!? After she gave her heart to you, in return you said no feel. What the shit is this? Do you know, this reason is the most hurting reason to call for break-up?! THIS word keep on repeating in my mind over and over again,because he said this to me too! SCREW IT!

56.

Another HAPPINESS!

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I've found another type of happiness.

Which is the love from someone, I mean not the love from your boyfriend or girlfriend.

Is all the LOVE from your friends.

This love wouldn't fade and will always be there for you when ever you need it.

It feels much much more happier than just having someone's love.

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What's Bel said was right!

We should move on. And not thinking what's gonna happen.

If that person meant to be your's, they will just come back to you.

Just follow the flow. Then you will see the bright side of your life.

And I guess, even though

how much I try, how much I want, how much I hope, how much I sacrifice

end up, the solution is not what I want.

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But, all I want to blame was not the goodbye he said,but was the flashback!

I believe this sentence >>

"It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow"

55.

I ♥ S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R

know why, cause is my big day. HAHA..

just exactly 1 more week to my BIRTHDAY, yeah is on 9th September =)

can't wait for it!

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Ugrhh. I am so pathetic.
I still haven't decide which subject I should take for my sem2.
Asked for so many people opinion, yet haven't confirm. WTH!
Never mind, I have another 1 week to think. =)..

Hopefully, I won't regret after making up my mind.

54.

Eerr..today i feel bad!
I guess I think of him again, maybe I forget about him just only 65% today =(
What should I do?
I told myself I really need to get over soon. But sometimes it works sometimes won't.