Kelvin? Who is Kelvin after all?
Our last spoken conversation was 3 days before my 23rd birthday,
6th September 2014 as I can remembered it clearly, what we had been speaking through our heart out and how he left me crying there (TTDI Starbucks) alone.
Thank God, there was someone that saved my loneliness and sadness night.
Thank you so much, bro.
Please don't say, "I am a little too late, huh?". Bro, you should know I always treat you as a friend, just friend. And I am totally blessed to have you as my friend, now called bro.
After getting dump by Kelvin, the days passes really like hell.
Gosh, I don't want to recalled wtf I did, wtf I said!
THESE DAYS MUST BE THE WORSE TO ME! FUCK REGRET!
Somehow, somewhere between my healing path I had my a guy (my now boyfriend).
I am sure, he was in his healing period too.
Well, we met during Eve Christmas and at the most hopeless place (yes, Zouk Club again).
A place which I had told myself not to fall and get serious with any guy I bump to.
But yea, thing happens unexpectedly.
We began our friendship there and very soon (after a month) in a relationship with Ryan.
Dear Ryan,
Little did I knew, I have fallen for you so much until I given you all of me and all that I have.
I don't hope and wish much, all I want is a sincere and a loyal heart.
(please, please do not betray our relationship).
What happened in our past, we should forgive and forget. (tho I am still trying to forget the mistake).
All I want you to know is, I LOVE YOU.
So yea, now I called you as H(e).I(s).M.(ine).
Sounded so kinky yeaa.. <3
