101.

Going to talk about the whole yesterday [ 28th January, Friday ]

Yesterday was my elder sister 20th birthday.

" Happy Birthday sis :) "

Went college for one class (as usual), then wanted to hang around with ShaSha and Amy

but both of them were busy for their Economic quiz

so I was no one to accompany with ): 

I called Denzie, and he was at Pizza Hut, so I headed there, ate one slice of his pizza. hehee

After that, Nicholas drove me and Denzie to Mid Valley, both of them have bowling competition

I bet with them, and I loose them Starbucks. ):

Anyway, sis and Jean waited for me for lunch.

We had our lunch at Nando's, I treated my sis as her birthday present. haha

Went separate way later, I walked alone around the mall.

Bought a lot of stuff that day, I think I spent around RM 300 for the shopping :(

Need to go ATM twice. I love shopping a lot though. hehe

You know what, I want a "Longchamp" bag!!!

I will get it soon, but the sad thing is the colour that I want, out-of-stock ): *urghhh*

Went to have tea-time with one of my dancing friend 

has been so long we didn't meet each other, spend sometime at The Garden Restaurant :)

Knock-on to Elaine. lol

After about an hour there, I went to "little taiwan" to get bubble tea. eheee.

(you can see how much I eat,right?? lol )

Watched Nicholas and Denzie played bowling

both of them were great. I should not have bet with them =/

Then at 7 met up with Aaron, we watched "Green Hornet" in 3D, Jay Chou acted in a English show. lol

his English is kindda weird. but who cares, I love him <3

hope can get ticket for his concert so badly!

I rate this show, 7/10.

Not that good yet not that bad. lol

Just after watching, we planned for our dinner

At first, I suggested to eat "bak-kut-teh" I was craving for it so much but Nicholas don't want

So to "Italiannies", set down and suddenly Nicholas said he wants "bak-kut-teh" 

We stand and walked off from the restaurant. (is like always. =.=)

So ya, all of us have our dinner at one bkt shop near Chow Kit there. Not bad the food there. :)

Went back kindda early yesterday, I think around 11.30pm I reached home.

(what a good girl...XD )

100. a lil' catch up (:

 Oh well, as I mentioned before there will be a small gathering with my camping friends

So ya, we went to Pavilion on 22nd Jan (Saturday)

Sad thing, there's only 5 of us, but still we enjoyed the time together :)

All also last minute cancel ):

Well, I admit that partly was my fault cause I kept on changing the date and time and place

"Sorry friends"

Deco for CNY at Pavilion at the entrance

Met up with Shanne and Jayden at around 3something at a "bak kut teh" restaurant

Then Shaun came and we queue-up together to get the movie tickets, we watched "Faster"

Afeeq tagged us along after the show

We had our dinner then to drink at the path way along the Pavilion (:

I was the one who kept on asked them to drink. lol

Pictures showing time. haha :P

me and shanne babe (:

do we have the same hair colour? lol.

the first thing Shaun saw us he said was, 

"hey you guys dye your hair, same colour..."*laugh* 

in the toilet.

our drinks (:

happy hour "buy 1 free 1" 

but still overall was not cheap. is Pavilion,what you expect right?

 Afeeq and Shaun the shisha KINGS! see the smoke!!

omg! both of them were so good. 

Joyee, Afeeq, Shanne (:

this: me and Shaun (:

the couple: Jayden and Shanne (:

Shanne and me :)

can you see my face a lil red, but I am not drunk. HAHA

the me, Joyee (:

I guess, the 5 of us did enjoyed ourselves like always.

Of cause mostly the guys talked about "guys stuff"

but hell yeah, me and shanne can take it. lol

I still remember what Afeeq said,

" hide the top, hit the base "

ahahaaa. lol. hahaha.
funny man!
oh crap!

Anyway, Shaun said he will plan another gathering so that everyone will be able to come

I miss you, Lydia darling so damn much <3

Hope to see you very very soon

Okay come back to my part, 

I can really feel my life is getting better without him. lol

I didn't think about him during the whole time me and them spend together.
I know this is something that me and my babe should proud of me. haha *clap*

okay lah, maybe just a little cause the way he rejected make me a little mad and this reminds me of this outing.

But well,
Can I finally say, "Oh hell yeah,I am finally so done with him!" lol.

to him ; 

oh well, you might or might not read this, but this is what I am gonna say,

is already so long we broke-up.So ya,I am now totally have nothing on you, I've gave up after all the things had done recently. I don't give a hope anymore. I am not angry at you anymore. So no worries and don't be scare of me. haha. We are still friends anyway. lol. But, if you can't then is okay :). Just take it easy.haha.
( do I sounded childish??....whatever lah..hahaaa)


*seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* I just notice this is my number 100 posts. weeheee =]

99. let-loose-love

At some point you will realize you have done too much for someone or something, that the next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not that you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be. -letlooselove

Does this sound so true?? To me is definitely a 'yes'. I've tried hard to get back what I have lost, but it doesn't seems working. So all I have to do is to learn just let-go things. I am afraid of rejection from those who I treat them specially. I don't like feeling 'reject' or say 'no'. But I know I can't be so childish mind, I have to accept this feeling sometimes, cause not all things will go the way I want. I know,sometimes rejection makes us feel hurt and weak, but we need to bear with it. Be strong and learn from it this is what we can do.

Somehow, I feel a little bit angry at him. Maybe you are just scared to says 'No' to me, but why at the first place you gave me some hope that you might come. I've done so much changes for the outing, I also don't understand why am I keep-on changing it. Okay, maybe your 'I'll see first' is giving me hint that you are not going, maybe I am being naive that i don't get your hint. Well, why can't you just straight-to-my-face reject me, as if you never reject or hurt me before. This makes me really frustrated. You might not know, how many times I have changed the date. Oh well, I don't think is a matter anymore now. Anyway, I am just throwing out my feeling here. And thanks again to my babes to make me think better and feel better. <3

p/s : i am angry,i really really do >.<

98. OH NO! Paranormal Activity 2 :S

Insomnia night today =/

Reason, just came back from watching "Paranormal Activity 2"

with Lionel, Denzie and Aaron at Pavillion

At first we headed to Old Town to had our dinner

then to Snowflake as our dessert and set there for an hour talking craps!!

"Boys! OH boys!!"

This show really freaked me out!

Sorry Aaron for what kindda act i reacted while watching this scary show.

hahaaa =P

Anyway, I really can't sleep tonight even though my light was on

I've forced myself to sleep but failed

So now I am accompany my mum doing her housework =S 

and enjoying my cup of coffee updating my twitter and facebook

Don't plan to sleep!

Let's see one scary picture I just snap just now

damn scary, ugly, horrible, right??

HAHA

me don't care! =P

97.

Time is running so fast.And this makes almost every thing changed.People changed.Feelings changed.Thoughts changed.Whether to better or worst,I am not sure.I can't judge.It might be good at some times and vice-visa.So, I will just leave it like that,and choose the way I think is rights and feel good.

As I was talking to Zen that night,I felt that he has been doing good and had move-on.I am glad he is okay now.A question he asked me,which make me wonder "Did you move-on too??" I stopped for a sec and replied "Perhaps..haha".Is that a good answer? or should I ask "is that a good thinking/feeling?".To him,he told me that I am still confused with that,whether did I really let go or did I not letting go.He said,if you had really forget some one,you will just straight away reply without any thinking about it.But I believe,I did,but what's makes me paused for a sec when he asked me that,I really wondering.Oh well,it might be I am thinking too much.

And while I was chatting with my long-lost friend,Lai Fun,suddenly she jumped to this question 

I was like "Oh my,why she asked this".Then I replied her, "Broke-up so long d lah,my dear" she don't believed my words. =/ 

p/s:the conversation makes me think a little of him again :S

96.

Few days back,I had been deciding whether 

"Should I dye my hair or should I not dye my hair?"

And end up,I dyed it on Friday night XD

You know what,to get my dad's permission do to so,I really need to think hard =/

Oh well,he allowed me to do it =) but I know he is not really happy with it

But since he was like "okay,okay,up2u anything happen you responsible yourself"

I just accept it,and dare to take the risk to dye my hair =P

I've tried this, Liese "Ash Brown"

"daaaaaaaa-tannnnggggg*

 <<< The result after 30 minutes >>>

does this colour looked likes "Ash Brown"?

I don't think so :S

Does this colour nice??

Does it suit my skin colour?? 

:)

95. Van's 19th Birthday!

Sorry people has been a couple of days I didn't write my blog.

This post will be all about Van's birthday celebration (:

Oh well,on the 6th January was my babe 19th Birthday

"Happy Sweet 19th Vanessa Lee"

Went to college for 1 class in the morning,

then Amy picked me up and headed to Mid Valley to get present for her

Honestly,I feel the gift is very beautiful and I guess Van will like it. teheee =]

Something bad happened to me in MV,a little girl bang on me and her drink was spilled on me =(

But luckily her mum was there,so her mum gave me RM10 to get a new top

So ya,I bought a black top at Top Shop.

About around 3pm,I set cab to college again for my Business class.

Class ended,we straight away to The Curve

had dinner celebration at MODESTO'S !

Let's see the pictures!

the group picture 15 of us :)

Birthday Girl and me <3

she looked likes been forced,right?? lol

Van,Joyee,JinYi,Amy (:

All the girls <3

"Happy 19th Birthday Sexy Van <3"

make a wish

Van with the present...hehe =)

hope she LOVES it!

It was a very enjoyable night with full of joys and laughters 

I guess,everyone was happy that day =)

Aaron,the bf.....haha =)

And this is my so called "boyfriend" for that night..LOL

YES,only for that night!

 HAHAAA =P

Once again,

"Happy Birthday" to you Van!

love you always,babe <3

and thanks for everything,you know what I mean right,do you? lol.

94. Just about 1/1/11 :O

Okay,this post is all about the New Year Countdown (:

Actually,I am suppose to go The Curve with Soo to celebrate the new year and her birthday

but I couldn't make it cause I can't drive there :(

And this make me so sad,I thought I will celebrate alone

but luckily Amy message me

*wuuu!wuu!*

Me,Amy and Darren wanted to go The Curve,but the roads were too jam

So end up,we decided to go

*WOW!*

The park was full of humans, have performances and activities there

I bought something in the carnival..haha

and horns (later you can see the picture me and Amy with out devil horns)

I drove there and I am so scared that something will happen when I am not with my City :S

but luckily,nothing happened! HEEE

Had dinner with Amy and Darren at Ole-Ole Nyonya!

Food not bad!

After meal we went around the carnival and knock-on to TalTal

Amy,TalTal,JoJo

Our horns,is not cheap,okay?!

With the Gold Man!

Walked around and around and with did enjoyed the performances!

I love seeing dancing!

People around us kept on spraying,make us so blur! ish!

And nearly to 00:00 for 1/1/11 we all started counting down

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

*booom!booom!boooom!*

comes let show us your colours

the fireworks were so damn beautiful. OMG! *see*

 Oh well,didn't took so many pictures for it,

cause was busy amazed by the Fireworks =)

but seriously, DAMN NICE!

A picture after the celebration <3

After that,we decided to go Papa Rich for a supper.Went separate ways to get our cars.

Amy saw Van,but i didn't ):

On the way to get out from the park was so jam took me about 45min. =/

But anyway,we did not end up at Papa Rich but to Souled Out for a drink =)

Coconut Mojito *nice*

Mojito

Me love this pic =]

We had Mojito and Coconut Mojito and we paid for it.

But the bar-tender offered us some free drinks! 

All these are free,k!

HEEHEEE

Around 3 am,we went back home.

omg. it was so late,and so have road block on the way home

I was so scared cause I was a little bit tipsy.

Went home safely!

Drive safely!

And sleep right after everything done!

My New Year Eve was awesome! I did enjoyed myself.

How bout you?? (=

93. Happy Birthday 2011.

said Bye-Bye to 2010 and Hello to 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Hye you!

Sorry for the late "Happy New Year" wish.

Was very busy ever since I last posted my blog.

Anyway,I wish I have a wonderful 2011,because my 2010 was kindda suck!

What happened during 2010 I will never forget

All the past no matter sad one,happy one,sweet one I will keep them as my memories.

Oh well,honestly,I've learned my mistakes from the wrong and silly doing.

And because of these memories,I can only be a better somebody.

I am blessed to say, THE OLD ME IS G-O-N-E-A-W-A-Y.

I really hope my 2011 will be a great year for me and you(yes is YOU).

Before I forgot,
This paragraph is just for Soo kor, 
(if you are reading this),
Happy Belated Birthday to you.I hope you will have another great year with your gf ya!
And don't forget to bring me out to clubbing next time. =P

Uh huh!,her birthday is actually on 1st January!

My priority;

1. Myself
2. Family
3. Beloved Babes
4. Mr. Right
5. Friends

My wish list for 2011;

• Get a better result.Finish my Foundation course soon,hopefully no proceed to Sem 5 please! (crossing my fingers)
• Earn and Save more money.Yeah,Money is important.
• On diet,I wanna be slim!
• Get a car soon.
• Being more healthy.(only some will understand why).

p/s: The New Year Countdown Pictures will  be post on next post.