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In time, I will heal! I BELIVE IT WILL!
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I guess, i am healing from this illness. Thinking of HIM illness. YEAHH!!
But, i do admit sometimes i miss him and mostly when i am alone doing nothing.
Sometimes even when i am working.
I am working is not only to earn money but also to fit in my free time, i want to make myself busy so that i can STOP thinking too much.
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I told some of my close working friends about it.
They do give me support and open my mind :)
Almost all of them are in their 20years,so i believe they are mature enough in this kindda thing.
I was happy telling all the stuff stuck in my heart.
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Yes,my heart is bleeding, I feel numb with pain and hurt.
The memorries are bittersweet but i do not allow myself to forget.

I know, i need to get over it and let go of HIM sooner or later.

and i guess, I AM ACTUALLY =)
Because I am tired of catching HIM back. He shows no respond and interest in me anymore.

I am seriously sick and tired of this.

Is just that my brain and my heart can't contol it.