116. I will not be the one for you, you can not be the one for me.

I'm sorry if this hurt you, 

but I tried to make 'it' different,

but 'it' did not worked that way I wanted to.

I'm not sure, what's stopping me from being more into you.

Perhaps, I am just not ready to take it another try.

But well, take it easy, I am sure it will not be as difficult as you think it will be.

I am not the one you think I can be the one.

You just know me too much, that I could not, not having.

I really like you, but not .....

Maybe, I had said something that you might misunderstand. I'm sorry.

But, that's not who you guessed, I am talking about.

best-boy-friend,

you can definitely find someone much much more better than me.

you should know my weaknesses and bad habits,right? I will not be the one.

and I'm scare, I will be a bad one for you, this is unfair to you. 

someone like me do not deserve a guy like you 

you are just too good and best, I can say :)

time will heals the awkwardness between us, I hope. no, I am sure.

and, I would like to wish you all the best over there :)
drink more H2O!! it will helps to recover faster. no more ugly voice :)

wanted to chat with you but I don't know what to say.

 wanted to act nothing happened but I am scared you are thinking too much.

p/s:i know you will not know, i am writing this to you, but i hope you know what's on my mind.