168. Every little thing thats kills

Have you ever have this moment in life,

that you feel every thing, even a little minor thing that runs you crazy,

or maybe I would say, that fuck-up your life,no matter what and how you deal them??

Well, I believed it happens to everyone of us. yes.

But no matter what we just gotto face them. ALL these shits in life.

Feeling sad over something that you can't get, 

Feeling screw-up when you over heard rumours/gossips about you, which is so not real,
Feeling overly sad that you know you got betrayed by your own besties,

Feeling she is a bitch that take over your boy/crush/ex for the attentions,

Feeling he is an asshole that do not deserve what ever good he is having,

Feeling he is a dumbass that do not notice you, for your good,

Feeling yourself like an idiot that waited for nothing

And almost everything, every negative emotional feeling that just make you crazy about and get you down.

*urghh*

these kindda fucked-up moments always play around with us? do you think so?

And not to forget, the feeling of jealousy

it really kills, it plays even harder to handle, I believed to all girls!

that's the worst emotional feeling ever ( oh,maybe that's to me :/)

When the time that you feel real screwed-up,

all the unpleasant thoughts/memories will automatic running to your mind,that you can not stop them

another hate moment!

sometimes, I just wish to scream my lungs out loud, right in front to that person, to his/her face.

Just yet, sometimes we just created the thoughts and feeling,

which is so not good to us,

as I once said, 'assuming is not good' but it might be true, who knows right?

just an advice from many people, 'you can assume but not too much'

control the imagination scenes! 

Somehow, we just have to deal with these situations in life.

No matter the bad ones, or the good ones.

Good moments will always runs faster than the bad ones.

And good flash-back will stays but will not be as long as the bad ones.

And no matter how's the moment is, it will still be the memories and a lesson to learn in life!