198. A.LOVE.LIKE.THIS

"will you love me..,

 will you love me,not..,will you love me..,

 will you love me,not..,

  I will love you."

This, an ambivalent to me, and this, where always keep my mind rounding to search for an answer. What I want is just a Yes or a No. Playing a guessing game? I am scare I am wrong!

Love, should I give in, or should I give out? 

I really do not know where should I belong to. Honestly, I want, you and me giving in together.

Is obvious, it shows I am trying to get closer to you.

And yes, and every single times I did, it took my courage! damn,and i did it :]

There are times, in such thinking,

"Am I disturbing / annoying / irritating you?" Tell me, Not.

It hurts, when some told me, me and you wouldn't be together?!

And my instinct please prove me wrong!

All sort of negative thoughts, bring me sink in heart, and lead me to give up on you.

Yet, "when you feel like giving up, think why did you hold on for so long."

and this brings me back again, to continue liking you. silly? and this is simply because I really do like you.

 " I will dig a hole, write the word "LOVE" inside, and make you fall in it :]"

 Love, fit an answer to my love.

The every one smile from you, always makes my heart giggles :]

A.Love.Like.This.

 "will you love me..?

...I will love you."