Take a deep breath and think what I had done lately and the past few months.
There were things that I shouldn't had done, simply because first, it hurts me, second, it guilty someone and third, victim involved indirectly. I am sorry for the innocent (tho I dislike you.)
What I did was stupidity! Thought it will brought me to the place I wanted? No, it worsen the thing I have. Listen from mouth of a third party about what he did and said, it killed me. I pretended it was okay and fine, the truth I was not. He got all the advantage, and I got what I thought I was looking for. I cherish the moment.That moment taught me a lesson, but as I told him on that moment and it is still "I will not regret this." Things come and go. He never appreciate me.
"I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him. It was losing me."
What am I to you? I am piss the way you treated me. Fucking piss off.
My final decision was clear, I deleted you as I do not want to maintain our so called "friendship".
I shouldn't agreed to you. But never mind, thing is over now.
"You can never make the same mistake twice, because the second time is a choice."
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