♥15…to melissa sen

I HAD READ YOUR BLOG!!

well, you listen here, i won’t said i dislike you, cause you are just being yourself

i am happy with myself and attitude, is just that you can’t tolerate but not to others

and yes, i am a very straight forward person, you might find it irritating,but i am just being who i really am

but being straight forward dosen’t means i am selfish, i do care about other’s feeling

talking about the CP book, at first, i thought that’s renee, after i saw your name in the book, i wanted to text you, but is just that i am out of credits and i thought since you are my friend, i thought you will be OK with it…and how can i ask for your permission if you were not at there??..i did not text you or ask for your permission, is does not mean i don’t respect you..but since you think that way, then i am SORRY! (i know i am wrong)

and about the lab thing, i seriously don’t remember i said so, i had asked my friends, they too said i didn’t!! but so what IF i say it, if your friends know about you, they should know, you are not that kindda person who steal people’s BF! so i don’t think that i disrespect you! and IF i say so, of cause i don’t mean it! and IF i say so, of cause in a joking way! why can’t you take it easy?? and about HIM, he should understand me, he should knows that i don’t mean it. saying i am stupid and brain not function properly, i admit sometimes, but not THIS time!

i seriously, DISLIKE people said that i am a FAKER! what i had did to you and my friends? and which friend do you meant? you said i am a FAKER is because of that, AND again i will i answer “ i seriously don’t remember i said so” !! so stop saying i am a FAKER!! and this is for sure not my style!

i didn’t complain to HIM, is just that he asked how’s me and you? then i said, you like don’t want to “choi” me like that…during english class, i did try to talked to you when you are talking to vicky about “whether we speak mandarin well or not??” ..then i did asked you “do my mandarin that bad?” (you remember??) i thought you will answer “YES”, so i can continue talking to you, cause i don’t bother about the THING anymore(i get so angry is because,during that time i get to know about THIS thing, i was in a very bad mood,many things happened that annoyed and irritated me,that’s why i wrote my blog with this kindda words and tone..same goes to you right,if you get irritated and annoyed,like THIS post you posted to me?i am sure you are DAMN DAMN DAMN ANGRY,right?? ) but no you just like “i don’t know” and you don’t looked at me when you answer me. so how can i continue talking to you?..i am thinking,whether do you still bother about THAT thing or not. if YES, i am sure when i talk to you, you will answer me in a harsh way,and this will make our relation worse. that’s why i didn’t continue talking to you. DID i LC you? DID i ignore you? i don’t think so. i talked to you, but you didn’t even try talking to me=(

about the FUCK OFF thing, again i will tell you this, i am in a very bad mood, that’s why i wrote this kindda words. of cause i know you are not a dog. and why must you always relate me with HIM?? tolerate and bear, is depends on individual. i don’t expect EVERYONE to tolerate and bear with me. since when i said, i need EVERYONE to tolerate and bear with me??

YES, i am satisfy now, since i know what’s on your mind about me. i know you are mature, and i am not as mature as you, but it dosen’t means that i am childish. am i not considerate enough? what i did until you said i am NOT??

as for me, FREINDS are very important. even though, we are not CLOSE.

**i know, you are very angry during you write this post, of cause at the beginning my ANGER boost me up, but after all, i understand how you felt, so i cool with it. so do i wrote the post about you, i hope you will understand** you CHILL! you SMILE! you HAPPY! =) don’t get so angry with this matter, as we think that this is not IMPORTANT.

~anyway, i hope you can forget and forgive what had happened (about THAT thing and in blog), cause i don’t hope because of these we are not FRIEND and STOP talking to each other. BUT if you still can’t wash it away, then i have no word to says. I AM WILL BE FINE WITH IT. but i do REALLY REALLY REALLY hope we can be friend back, just so you know. =)

~if you plan not to care about it anymore,then you send a wall-to-wall in my FB, you can write anything as you want. if you didn’t send me anything, i guess i know what’s the reason. =)