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just came back from the gathering with THEM :)

at frist, i went KL Sentral to meet up Lydia

then about 5pm Nicholas came and picked us up straight to The Curve

Chan was there already, waiting for us at Mc d

he looks so different..is like OMG!

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me and HIM need to pretend that we were still couple

we hold hand, i wanted it for real and like last time

(i mean the feelings)not pretended

but i know we did that just to LIE them

thanks alot for accompany me

everything run quite well

we had our dinner at Tony Roma's :)

food there not really delicious

then headed to Laundry, the manager don't allow us to have alchol :(

maybe WE still look YOUNG =)

the rest of them went Starbuck but me and HIM need to go back

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during the moment in his car

i just don't know how to start a conversation

i crap something about Aaron then i continue what i had plan

i must be brave and strong as i told myself

well, we are still FRIEND now, even though i want more than just a friend

but i should be rational,

if LOVE needs to be force, that's pointless

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about to reached my house

i told him to drove me further

we talked for awhile

and have a very long tight squeeze hug

i just wish that moment can just STOP there

and suddenly the song

"Two is Better Than One" played on the radio

i was like "OMG! WHY?! what a suitable time."

i cried :'( silently so that he wont realize

i DON'T WANT to break but i HAVE to

i apologize to him about my stupid act

right now, i am not quite feeling good

but i guess i can handle it since i had choose the decision