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Sometimes thing just happened without we realizing it. I am serious!
I just do not understand why am I doing like this shit to myself?? I hate it till max! But, yet I am doing this!
I try my best not to make my friends worry about me, cause I feel they too have their own problems to solve. I am just adding them a burden. Especially to Van and Amy, I've told them a lot of my problems, sometimes I feel they will think I am bothering them. But who can I tell to ? I seriously take them as my closest friends.
Amy, sometimes even though I deny or disgree with you, saying things about me, actually after when I think back, you are RIGHT. I should be more mature. And I am improving.
Van, you are AWESOME! yes, I admit sometimes you scolded me I don't feel nice, but your advise to me is really really gooooood! And I know you are tired of advising me about that thing. I am sorry!
Both of you, are always my so called "conselor" ! I trust you,babes!
And Lionel,Denzie and Aaron, you people are good too. But still, girl-to-girl is better somehow =).
-do I sounded bicthy?- LOL


I gotto off here. Will continue later tonight, maybe!