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Following by days, life is going ups and downs. Nothing seems permanent, and I have no choice but to follow with the waves that will or might brings me to some where further. During these periods of my new Semester there is nothing easy for me to handle. Life is arduous due to the subjects and assignments, I know I have to learn knew things, so I will not give up. FYI, I have 4 assignments on head that needed to hand in next week, my members are all depending on me. I really need to work out and follow up with the studies. Without realizing, Mid-term is in 2 weeks time.


I think is better for me to lay back doing nothing between me and cw. It been more or last 2months we didn't contact, is not that I don't want to, but he refuse to. I don't know what to do next. I know he will be flying back soon, and I just hope to spend some times. Somehow, my sentient tells me, he will not want to meet up with me.