is like, had been a week I didn't touch my blog.
is not like I don't want to, but I have nothing much to say about. haha
oh well, life is like always up-and-down
today just finished my mid-term
just got a feeling like,
"Ahhhh! at last I left with the burden.."
is not like, am saying studying is a burden, but doing last minute revision can killed
I experienced it, yet I still doing so. lol
*stubborn*
honestly, I don't really like to organize stuff/event
cause is really something that stress me up,
I prefer something or someone confirm with me asap, if not it really gonna mess me up :(
last minute thing, usually not my thing when comes to planning
hopefully, there is no next time.
like seriously, NO MORE unless confirmed.
and about the outings, I really feel I am a bad daugther
I know that my parents will not like me going out so many times so often
but is like, me being careless about their feelings.
I am thinking this, maybe because I am being a little more mature :S
sometimes, I really feel sorry and bad to both my dad and mum.
just SORRY! cause I don't know what else can I say :(
dad always said, I do or decide things without his knowing
the way I ask his permission is just like I am telling him not asking him :(
(actually, I feel that too..sorry)
things are being more complicated, I guess
or maybe is just me making/thinking things this way
how I wish, I know the truth
"who or what is that"
so I wouldn't be like an idiot and mess up with my feelings.
FML
CW is back, but I know he wouldn't want to see me.
but I just hope at least give us 1 day that we can hang around, just like last time ;/
my mind is really messy with all sort of things that I am going through lately
I need a clear answer,please
please let me know, I rather being hurt than keep on letting me guessing around.
I don't just mean by 'that', it refers to a lot of issues.
don't mistaken :)
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