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What happened to us? Me and my mum?
Since when our chatting become an argument?
Went for tea-time with mum just now,
Was actually a nice chat time, but what's wrong?
From a patient talked turned out to become an argument.
I realized this always happened lately when we have some time speak out together.
There are always inverse thoughts between me and my mum.
I've be tolerant, but when things became big I can't control too much about my emotions.
I am weak to handle my emotional, I bet everyone knew this.
Mum looked fed-up about me, am I that bad as a daughter to her and my dad?
All I can say is, "I feel okay, if I can take care of myself and be alright."
I did feel regrets after the Sem1 things happened.
Now that I've changed, I seldom tell lies to get out, I speak the truth. But why you always bring back the old topic? I realized I was wrong and I've changed. So please,mum!
But they just don't think the same, they want me to listen words they said.
Mum, Dad, I am big enough to know what's right to do and what's not, I am independent for my age (I guess so)
Me and sis are just two different person, what I am is not what she is.She may be what you want, but I have my own way of thinking.
I am sorry the words from me are a bit harsh.
Stop screaming at me, I did not scream.
I feel bad, guilty and sorry at the same time to my mum.
I don't know what can I do?
I wish both of us have the same mind-set, so that we won't argue for just a small thing :/


p/s: am I really a bad daughter? am I that difficult to teach? am I not mature enough??