159. =)

HAD BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME I DIDN'T TALK ABOUT IT FOR SO LONG.
until today, just now.
now that, I am feeling much more better and relief :)
thanks mint <3

for another time, I wanted to tears apart again by being alone.
but wait...
I cannot..
so..

*closed my eyes, took a deep breath, recalled the moments*

I should not break-down and cry for no reason,
and be emo alone.
I cannot!
thanks to her who willing to shared a ear and advised me.
couldn't believe that, I was tough for so long,
until today, which suddenly felt bad :(
but now I didn't, I am not.
I smile :)

is true, my moments and her moments are different.
is not the same, I should not relate it and hoping or wanting for the same outcome.
cause is just not the SAME.
things changed, feelings changed, people changed.
so I can not expect so much for ALL things.
take-it-easy.
face-it.
cause-it-is-the-fact. :)

enough, I don't want to mention about it so much.
is a no good thing :)

thanks again ppMint :)