161. thank you! :)

the current me look real sick, pile and extra ugly :(

I don't want that! I DON'T WANT!

eyes were swollen today :(

I've did some treatment before I went to bed yesterday night, 

used some ice to rolled my both eyes, but failed :(

maybe cause of tired and tears too much??

my eyes, Ohh Nooo! ugly.

look at me?? my eyes?? =(

yesterday was a real bad bad bad day for me.

but was a good thing, so that I will not guess anymore.

tired. tired. tired.

silly. silly. silly.

fool. fool. fool.

now finally, knew and won't be guessing anymore.

enough.

when I just got to know, honestly, my heart breaks,

I once assumed, but never know is the truth.

saw and read a lots.

thanks Min, who was there for me when I was real down.

on called with her I guessed more than 2 hours :S

and I guessed these were how much and long I cried for :'(

2 hours,man! 2 freaking hours!

my eyes pain, pain, pain.

same goes to my heart, pain and hurt :(

cried till like no more tears to cry, hurt till like don't know how's the feeling of hurt.

everything goes NUMB.

but with Min accompany and advising it make me feel better.

sorry Min, wasting your time hearing my ugly voice and tearing so badly :(

I look ugly that night,right? Aren't I?

real feeling down, till I do not know how to stop.

and here came Min who cheered me up.

really LMAO after the crying and seeing the pose. hahaa

sorry Min, posting the pictures.

but it really make me laugh till die. hahaa

Min is so damn LALA mui,right?? hahaaa

oh ya, and the kawaii-nono pose! LOL

Min, really thanks a lot.

if yesterday you were not there, I wonder how am I gonna take it,

how am I gonna look today. (WORST!)

thanks for the cheering and posing. hahaa.

thank you so much, Min :)

right after the called ended, about 1??

I dare not to go to bed, I scare I will think too much and be like hell sad again.

then Janice called. 

thanks to her too, who willing to accompany me till I was real tired and sleepy.

thank you so much!! <3